it is great to go home for a bit, especially when home is cape cod. but when i came home a week ago i just wanted to chill and see some friends and family. it ended up turning into an event. i came down and was put to work helping out with a family friends wedding which was cool cuz the wedding functions were super fun. my family parties hard core and weddings are crazy parties anyway. so i think 4 of my days here were taken up by wedding type events. this is a lame post i know but bear with...
so yes after all the wedding debris had cleared it was a rainy dismal memorial day weekend. so i had to have a bbq. in the rain and wind it took a while to get things going. the closed liquer stores were little help but due to someones foresight to stock up on wine we had a good time.
what is great about being down here is the relaxed atmosphere. its just chill whatever you do. and i got to see my little bro up from brooklyn with a close to final cut of the movie we worked on in march. and my mom is a great cook so eating real food is fun.
but as the title says, "life on pause". i cant get anything done down here. every time i come down i have shit ready for me to work on because i know ill have time. but its just hard to get real work down. i always end up feeling i have one hand. but i get stuck down here. just laziness i bet but it always happens. 3days turns into a week and a week turns into 2. i was supposed to head back today but i realize i have no money till the first and im not really amped up to play survivor in the city when there is food down here. but my meaningless logic has me believing that going back to cambridge tomorrow will be tons better. dumb of me becuase 11pm and im not doing anything here. could be back up in my *own bed* [major plus]
besides not getting real work done this blog is totally shitting up the place. 56k down here has me online for 10 min at a time so the phone dosent get tied up. that should be resolved soon. so back in the city soon with more tasty links and lame posts.
cheers